Every time our eyes meet, this feeling inside me, is almost more than I can take. #Lonestar

Sometimes you just have to look back at your past and smile about how far you’ve come.

Keep Calm
And
Don’t give a fuck 👌

Just being me has never been enough for anyone. I’ll never be enough. People always want more.

And stop telling me I’ll be ok. I mean yeah I WILL be. Hopefully. In time. But right now I’m hurting. No one knows what I’m feeling. Don’t pretend that you do. Everyone’s got their relationships and they may not be perfect but their good. So don’t you dare tell me you understand what I’m feeling. I feel like the world is caving in around me all the time. It’s not just the guy. It’s everything, Everything is falling apart. What am I saying? Haha everything already fell apart. I’m just chilling in the aftermath of this storm of a life I have… Whatever. I’m really getting close to just giving up on everything. I just don’t care about anything anymore..

“Are you ok?” The fact that you don’t know the answer to that question already is what pisses me off. It you gave a damn at all about me you would know, but you don’t…

Girl you and me ain’t talking much
I just slam the door and leave in my truck
There ain’t nothin’ left for us I think enough’s enough
I look down see your name there on my phone
Then I hit ignore and just drive on
We’ve been living like this too long
And there ain’t no reason to turn around, baby you can have it all

I ain’t, I ain’t coming back
I’ve already been there done that
And I’m done with you messing with my mind
The last time’s the last time baby
I can only change who I am so much
And all I can give is all my love
And my love ain’t never been enough
So I ain’t coming back,
I’ve been there done that

Street by street and town after little town
Feels like I’m on the right road now
I bet you’re probably wondering how I could just walk out
I put you high up as I could
And I know I’ve done everything I should
To try to make a bad thing good
I guess it just took too long for me to see
We weren’t meant to be

I’ll wake up, and I’ll start to second guess myself
And I’ll crave your touch, oh but I know too well…

That I ain’t, I ain’t coming back
I’ve already been there done that
And I’m done with you messing with my mind
The last time’s the last time baby
I can only change who I am so much
And all I can give is all my love
And my love ain’t never been enough
So I ain’t coming back,
No, I ain’t coming back
I’ve been there done that